Who Am I? (Revisited) in the Age of Artificial Intelligence.

Original post May 19, 2012 | Updated for 2025

🕰️ Then...

“Who I think I am is brought into focus by the interpretation of my perception (5 Senses), which results from my perspective of what exists. This perspective is informed by truth or lies…”

“Is your perspective of reality interpreted from your limited perception? Then you have reasons to be uncertain about anything you decide. Or do you rely on information from a perspective higher than your own—a perception not limited to the ‘here and now’?”

Back in 2012, I had just started an online course in Artificial Intelligence. One lesson stood out to me in particular. It was about uncertainty—what to do when you don’t know what to do. The course listed these five causes of uncertainty in AI decision-making:

• Sensor Limits: Can't see it all.
• Stochastic Environment: Too many variables.
• Adversaries: Enemies working against success.
• Laziness: Mental shortcuts and incomplete data.
• Ignorance: Not knowing—and not caring.

As I read that list, I couldn’t help but feel the weight of it. These weren’t just challenges for machines—they were a picture of what it’s like to live in a broken world, trying to make sense of life with limited vision, while navigating a battlefield of lies and spiritual warfare.

In the blog post back then I was asking, "what is the source of your information?"

💡 Now...

Today, more than a decade later, I’m still asking that question—but with a deeper understanding.

I now see that probabilistic reasoning—whether in AI or human life—is an attempt to navigate the fog of uncertainty by calculating rather than trusting. It operates within the bounds of limited perception, variable outcomes, and incomplete knowledge. But biblical faith invites us into something more.

🔁 From Probabilities to Providence

• Where probability says, “This might work,”
• Faith says, “God has already gone before me.” (Deut. 31:8)
• Where AI says, “Too many variables,”
• God says, “I know the end from the beginning” (Isaiah 46:10).
• Where the world says, “Follow your instincts,”
• God says, “Lean not on your own understanding” (Proverbs 3:5–6).

🔍 What Is Biblical Faith?

Biblical faith is relational trust in the One who sees beyond your perception, knows your true identity, and directs your steps even when you don’t know what to do.

“For now we see through a glass, darkly… but then we shall see face to face.” — 1 Corinthians 13:12

"The mind of man plans his way, But the LORD directs his steps. — Proverbs 16:9

Your identity is not formed by your interpretation of your five senses—it is revealed by your Creator. The truth of who you are is not something you guess at; it’s something you receive:

“To all who received Him… He gave the right [exousia – authority] to become children of God.” — John 1:12

🧭 Walking as a Fully Actualized Kingdom Saint

My goal is to overcome all the things that hinder me from becoming the man God created me to be, I now know:

• I AM who God says I am — redeemed, adopted, filled, and purposed.
• So I'll BE who He created me to be — holy, blameless, and fruitful in Christ.
• And from that place, I can DO the works prepared for me — empowered by the Spirit, not driven by fear or uncertainty.

“For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.” — Ephesians 2:10

I am reminded often of what Paul said about himself in Philippians...

📖 Philippians 3:12–16 (ESV)

12. “Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. 13. Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead,
14. I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. 15. Let those of us who are mature think this way, and if in anything you think otherwise, God will reveal that also to you. 16. Only let us hold true to what we have attained.”

🔚 Final Word

If AI systems struggle with “what to do when they don’t know what to do,” how much more should we humbly acknowledge our dependence on the One who created us?

“My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me.” — John 10:27

When you don’t know what to do, the question isn’t What’s most likely to work? It’s Who do I trust to lead me through this?

Not a probability. A Person.

Not a calculated guess. A guiding Shepherd.

Not an AI. But the I AM.

Knowledge?

WIKIPEDIA... 

Knowledge is a familiarity or awareness, of someone or something, such as facts (descriptive knowledge), skills (procedural knowledge), or objects (acquaintance knowledge) contributing to ones understanding. By most accounts, knowledge can be acquired in many different ways and from many sources, including but not limited to perception, reason, memory, testimony, scientific inquiry, education, and practice. The philosophical study of knowledge is called.. epistemology? 

"the theory of knowledge, especially with regard to its methods, validity, and scope. Epistemology is the investigation of what distinguishes justified belief from opinion."

Justified belief?

The Great Deception.

It's not one lie, it's many. They come from every direction. Don't focus on the lies! There are to many to comprehend.

Know Truth Himself, you'll see the lie every time...

Proverbs 29:18 Jesus told him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life.

No one comes to the Father except through me.

Eschatology... Hmm.

Vagaries? GOD IS NOT SURPRISED!

noun - plural noun: vagaries
an unexpected and inexplicable change in a situation or in someone's behavior.

The vagaries of life are unexpected and therefore cannot be anticipated. But God is not surprised! 

The same is true of "vicissitudes".

"When you talk of the vicissitudes of life, you're referring to the difficult times that we all go through: sickness, job loss, and other unwelcome episodes. No one can escape the vicissitudes of life"

Vocabulary.com

Patterns of behavior.

Identity, Self-conception, interpretation, and a unique perspective.

Patterns of behavior are a result of who we perceive ourselves to be, our sense of identity. Our conception of self is derived from how we interpret our unique perspective that exists in the now but choice gives us the ability to break patterns of behavior.

Stop relying on your memory and reason alone. Embrace the Lover of your Soul's guidance. Discover who He created you to be, and overcome the lies that have led to destructive habits.

John 10:27 My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. 

John 8:31 Jesus said to the Jews who believed in him, “You are truly my disciples if you remain faithful to my teaching. 32 Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

Reality!

Reality is perception, perception is interpretation, interpretation is where we screw up. Don't trust in your interpretation!

What then?

Who am I?

Who I think I am is brought into focus by the interpretation of my perception (5 Senses) which results from my perspective of what exists. This perspective is informed by truth or lies...

What is the source of your information? Is your perspective of reality interpreted from your limited perception, then you have reasons to be uncertain about anything you decide, or do you rely on information from a perspective high above your own? A perception that is not limited to the "Here and Now"?

Lets do some investigation...

I started an online course from Stanford on Artificial Intelligence. There's a free version available.

It seems that AI research has come up with “Reasons of Uncertainty” as they investigate “What to do when you don’t know what to do”. Here are the reasons for uncertainty...

• Sensor limits. Don’t see it all.
• Stochastic environment. Unlimited variables.
• Adversaries. An enemy dedicated to you failing.
• Laziness. Not being thorough in your investigation
• Ignorance. Not knowing and not caring.

Oh, crap! Christian, does this sound familiar?

Distraction and Excellence. Connecting to Reality.

Connecting to reality, how is my pursuit of excellence confused by distraction that warps my sense of reality?

There is any number of means to have contact with those I have a connection with. Contact is the operative verb.

I am distracted by the many "goings on" that I am afforded a connection to, because of the latest communications technology. Information overload... you only overload a system when you expose it to more then it was designed to handle.

When you understand the system is designed for distraction you also realize the system is not built for excellence. I mean when you want to connect to reality.

Reality is not "our" perception. It never can be. It is His and He is the author of His plan for us. Who will you trust.

The creature is not independent of the Creator.

Identity, Self-conception, interpretation, unique perspective.

Patterns of behavior are a result of who we perceive ourselves to be, our identity. Our conception of self is derived from how we interpret our unique perspective that exists in the now but...

A natural man, yes I am, that broke free from the "cycle" of deception. Ill-equipped to face the challenge of condemnation or exaltation, how do I train up a son in the way that he should go.

The truth shall set you free!

Deception is the norm. Make-believe is entertainment's offering of "distraction" to all our perspectives. How can I discern the truth in what I perceive?

Conception: an abstract or general idea inferred or derived from specific instances.

Self-conception: who you think you are derived from past instances that formed an identity.

What is a "fact"? Is it a statement of action or observance of state? The statement, "The earth is the third rock from the sun" is true for now. So is a "fact" something that is an observed truth at a given moment? Or is "Observed State" a recognition of the fact of determinism?

• Is our interpretation of our unique perspective a reliable foundation to base all our choices and decisions on?
• Do we have a clear understanding of how, what we decide, will propagate forward?
• Do we have it in our capacity to comprehend reality's nature and the influence our free will has on the circumstance made available to others that experience that influence? 

The answer to these questions makes me think, "Oh crap!".

But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years and a thousand years as one day.

One day exists in the "Now" of God's presence. What is "Now"?

It is the dynamic interaction of all that exists. Reality? Incomprehensible!

We see a fraction and can only comprehend an infinitesimal and in our pride we proclaim understanding.

The question is, "Do we understand how lost we are?"

God's Now is not limited to my "Here"

I exist in the "Here and Now". If I trust in what my 5 senses tell me I am trusting in the limited perspective my 5 senses provide.

My "Here" in the "Now" limits my acquisition of information because there is a delay between the event and my perception of the event. God doesn't have that problem. He experiences every event as it happens. He is connected to every "Here" in the "Now" without delay.

God's "Here and Now" Is where we exist. "Now" is where we reside in our uniqueness of "here"

Are we awake to His presence in our "Here"?

What is Time?

The illusion of Time is the observation of the interaction between Mass and Energy.

This interaction of Mass and Energy results in Movement. Movement produces change and it is the change recognized by an observer that gives Time it's conception. For each observer in a given inertial frame the rate of change is observed as constant.

Movement, then, is also continuous in the

way in which time is - indeed time is either

identical to movement or is some affection of it.

                                           (Aristotle, Metaphysics)

The rate of change can vary in a given inertial frame but since the change affects the whole frame of the observer it can not be detected. This change therefore appears constant for a given observer’s locale. An observer can compare frames and detect variations in the rate of change relative to each. This gives the illusion that Time slows down or speeds up.

We percieve time passing because we remember when things were different and we call it the past. We think of the future because we can anticipate how things will be different. The observer recognizing change brought about by movement is only possible because of memory. Reason can anticipate change and the mind imagines the future. This all happens in the present now. The Now is held together by God who upholds the physical reality that creates the illusion of time by the observation of change brought on by movement that is a result of the interaction of Mass and Energy.

Without the mind's memory and capacity to reason time has no meaning. The illusion of time helps us make sense of reality. It brings cohesion to existence and our place in all that exists.